Monday, December 19, 2011

I hate this anniversary....

Three years ago I lost my best friend. He was a better friend to me than I was to him. I still miss him every single day and I still blame myself every day. I didn’t deserve a horse like him and he deserved so much better than me.  

Yellow and his two buddies that joined him across the rainbow bridge. They were both lost in a barn fire 2 years ago.


  1. What a beauty he was. The best thing about horses is their tolerance and forgiveness of our human ways.

    Sorry for your loss. I'm glad you have such nice photos to remember him by...

  2. What a beautiful boy.I'm so sorry for your loss, and I'll bet he felt lucky to have you too.

  3. Anniversaries like these are so hard. Remembering the good times helps for me. You shouldn't beat yourself up so much.